My Karma Ran Over My Dogma

I feel terrible.  It's been a bad week highlighted by me running over a coyote in Louisiana with my semi.  There was nothing I could do.  It came out in front of me at the last second, and I couldn't do a thing. 

I will no longer be able to wear my three wolf T-shirt.  I no longer have that honor. 

My honorary American Indian status has been revoked due to me running over my spirit guide.  I was on the phone with my Dad about this, and he asked how I knew it was my spirit guide.  I told him, I now feel worse because it could have been someone else's spirit guide.  I bet someone is waiting for a spirit guide who will never show up because it's now buzzard food.

It makes me wonder what the Hell I'm doing out here.  I was supposed to be a Marine Biologist.  I'm now 35, and realizing that I have kind of put myself in a bad situation.  I'm really questioning my choices in life.  I guess this just adds to this year of my mid life crisis.